What was I thinking?
I guess I thought that with that great framework that the “book would write itself.” Not literally, but you know what I mean!
I had the ideas conceptualized in ways that felt really clearly defined in my head. I am not sure what happens between my brain and my fingers on the keyboard, but what comes out the first time is not clearly anything..
I thought that I wanted to maybe “go somewhere” to do all the writing at once. A “writer’s retreat” kind of place to help me focus, you know! O.M.G. am I glad that it did not work out that way! I would have gone stir-crazy with only the book. It has layers and levels and chapters and connected ideas that are unfolding before me v e r y s l o w l y. I would have to live there for months!
But, all of that said,
One thought, one page, one chapter at a time.
I am making great progress.
And, I am very impressed with the results so far! (Sometimes I hate the results, but those moments are fleeting!)
Sometimes so impressed, that I give in and do my happy dance!
So, now you know why I have not been writing my weekly blog. Forgive my absence, please! There are only so many words inside me.
I will be back… not sure when….
but I will be back!